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There
was this strange electricity and the feeling of
"falling in love" radiating between us. It
was as if our souls met, finally noticed one another,
above and beyond our egos and personalities. My
heart fluttered, raced, skipped a beat. The energy
went all the way down my body from my heart to my
clitoris. From there it jumped out from me through
to her clear across the room while simultaneously energy
zoomed from her to me. I was blown away and much to my
surprise, I was really turned on!
She
looked at me and I at her and in that instant I knew that
she knew that we were both excited about one another and
felt deep, deep love. We smiled, then became
embarrassed, looked away and then it all dissolved.
Afterwards
I wondered if I was really a lesbian. That would
really complicate things since I was married and
monogamous. Since there was nowhere to take it, I
let it go.
Years
later, when I picked up this lost thread, I discovered I
could love women and still love men. I felt I was
bisexual, but leaned toward heterosexuality. But
more important than applying labels to myself, I found I
could love whom I loved, no matter what body he or she
wore. |
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