The stimulation and energy was so intense that I thought I'd pass out from excitement. I rode the waves of my orgasms higher and higher and higher. I'd never experienced so many types of orgasms; they were so awesome they amazed me. Unlike any I'd ever experienced before, they came in so many variations increasing in frequency and intensity as the night rolled on.

Feeling the different and diverse energies of the four penises that freely flowed in and out of me was extremely stimulating and erotic. I connected with something deep and ancient within me. I thought ‘‘this is the true nature of woman; this incredible ability to experience this depth and intensity of erotic joy, love and bliss'. I felt that in that moment, I represented all women throughout all time. I knew that the experience I was so blessed to feel that night is every woman's birthright, if she so chose. I knew deep inside that feeling many penises and the love and adoration of many men at once is the natural state for women. I knew that there were other times, other worlds, other universes where females were free from inhibitions and shame.

For that moment in time, I was totally free of any fear and inhibitions. I shed a lifetime burden of repression. Once free, I became aware how cumbersome that pain, guilt and fear was upon my soul. The weight, once realized, is so impossible to bear. How have I been enduring it all this time? It's a wonder any of us survive it.

Periodically we seven lovers took a break and moved to the hot tub. We needed to slow our hearts down now and again for fear they'd explode. But we were so hot, we continued loving each other wherever we were.

We were beyond control. Even when we stopped to catch our breath and drink fluids so as not to dehydrate, we'd fondle each other. I remember smiling as I watched Stan slip up behind Jill and enter her, their hips gently pulsating as we paused momentarily to talk.

I felt intense love for everyone. I'd died and gone to heaven; or perhaps for that moment, we'd brought heaven to Earth. We'd dived in a pool of love which completely surrounded us, immersing us in divine love and sacred spiritual sexuality. We felt the oneness of all, experienced universal consciousness and connection to God herself.
It was getting really late. I still was so hot--on fire--and my thirst was unquenchable. I'd experienced so many orgasms, I couldn't count them. I needed to stop, to sleep. But I needed something to liberate me so that I could calm down and sleep. We'd been making love for hours and dawn was near. Jill and I had taken the men on a wild ride and they rode our Shatki wave til we had drained them. Well, except for one.

I looked over and saw Jill riding Sasha's lingam as he lay beneath her, a silly grin frozen on his face. I thought how cute he looked and felt such love for the two of them. Jill was moaning and singing, rocking, deep in a trance, obviously in a state of extended, full-body orgasm. Suddenly, she moaned and let out an incredible sigh of release from deep within her soul. She rolled off Sasha like a limp, wet doll, collapsed and instantly fell asleep.

Sasha was still erect. We have a relationship agreement that he saves his ejaculate for me. He nodded and I crawled up on top of his still throbbing lingam and eased it deep inside me. I groaned. He felt so good. Sasha loves nothing more than to service his Goddess, his beautiful wife, me.

I looked into his eyes, my beloved, my twin flame, soul mate, the other half of me. The connection was complete. I was so highly aroused I hadn't realized that I was simultaneously in my body and above it, experiencing and observing all that had happened. As I rode Sasha harder and faster, I zeroed in on his left eye, the God eye, and found myself again amidst the now roaring waves of pleasure. I grabbed his astral hand and rode on home back to source while sending energy in a circuit up my chakras, through his chakras and back again through mine. I sent my full consciousness to my genitals, connected with my power chakra and felt the deepest most intense orgasm I've ever imagined. Ohhhhhhhhhhhh.

Acetylcholine (ACH), that delightful body chemical that makes one fall asleep, raced through my body and began to overcome me. I felt myself relax. I stopped moving, sensed my body and expected to collapse into dreamland as Jill had done shortly before. But relief did not come.

I was still aroused! I looked at Sasha and he nodded and smiled. I went at it again, riding his lingam. I moved faster, harder, faster, harder. I felt myself rising, higher and higher. We merged completely. We became ONE! We flew outside of time and space. The orgasm I felt was so intense my brain exploded with stars in a cosmic display of creation. The energy blew out the top of my head, cascading in a thousand invisible lotus blossoms all around us. Chemicals rushed through every molecule of my body, clear to my fingers and toes. I heard myself sing the lover's song of bliss while Sasha let go his familiar regal roar as he released the seed he'd accumulated from the whole night of building up and holding back. His love juice poured deep inside me. It felt so warm and loving as his fluids filled me. His love poured from his heart and consumed me. I was eaten alive as I gobbled up every morsel of him. Yummmmm. I kept coming and coming, so much I thought I'd never be able to stop. My body pulsated with creas, those kundalini energy waves and pulsations that look like a petite mal seizure but feel exquisite to the one experiencing it. Sasha and I gave God a high-five as we looked her right in the eye!

We laughed, wiped the tears of joy from our eyes, collapsed and at last fell fast asleep and dreamed the well-deserved dreams of angels.